Monday, December 6, 2010

Suspense

Where do the tides take you?  Is there light in the future?  I find I'm agitated, disturbed, unsettled, suspicious of any signs.  The best thing is a clearcut farewell, they'll say.  The best thing is not to count on happiness brought by him, they'll say.  The best thing is to forget, forget, forget....

They say you'll be happier.

But how can I forsake all the feelings?  The only true feeling, the feeling I cherish so much.  Forsaking it is betraying myself.  Betraying myself is worse than non-existence.

So I'm suspended....

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